Confession of a blogaholic
For some reason I had to write this post. As u know, I dont have a habit to write big posts, 'cause I usually make photo posts, but I think this is a great moment for a few words.
(Some of you asked me some questions, so it's time to answer them)
Really, I'm not a person who would express its feeling on some social groups, blogs or something like, but there are just some times when u feel so hard that u must say a word.
After all, I think that part of this post will be some kind of a general speaking for all the bloggers.
Yet, in the last few months, especially in the last few weeks I got so strong desire to write and blog, again and again, so I can truly say that blogging became really big part of me and my life. I'm a little ashamed to say, but I have to admit that blogging now presents 70% of my interest. Recently, I went trough some really confusing situations and big decision (for I was not even prepared) so I've lost some parts of mine and there appeard a big empty space which had to be fulfilled with something/someone. That's why blogging became so big part of me, I just filled up all my minds and time with it.
I didn't have to write this but there are sometime just so annoying people and evil comments that I ask myself is it okey to feel such a devotion for something that is not even real !?
You know, I just gave all of myself into this, blogging became included in all of my schedules and it's pretty bad feeling when some people do not understand it.
To be clear, I do not blog because of you, or someone who pays me for this, I just do this because I love it, I feel real passion about all what has to do with it.
People often ask how can I afford all of this clothes, but to be honest, I don't have all the money in the world and sure I cannot buy everything, but the money is not crucial at all. It's all about imagionation, love, passion and ideas. By the time, as you get more known among the other bloggers and when u get into it, u just start to recive different proposals for collaborations, so every of those proposers offers u different kinds of products and therefore I can wear pieces u cannot buy in Bosnia, that's all.
Another big thing I want to accent are all those evil (anonymous) comments that all the bloggers go trough. It's such a terrible thing that some of you don't even understand. Those comments made our best bh blogger, Emina Saletovic, stop writing and it's such a shame ! I know I'm a bit too critical, but can't we just support each other ? Can't we all together celebrate the success of one ?
Recently, I wrote about bh blog scene in a few different articles and I emphasized how weak our scene is, but now we have a big chance to change it, and in a name of all our bloggers, could I ask: Are u gonna continue with all that hate !? Is it worth ?
I love my blog more than any other hobby in my life, and I can't even tell that it's just a hobby, it's much more, for me it's the way of life, thinking and behaving,
but sometimes I just ask myself;
Shoud I give up or not !?